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i'm rachel. 15. sophmore. i'm a fucking wierd chick. i like to have good conversations and listen to good music. i laugh loud. i talk often. i eat nutellla everyday because it tastes like happiness. talk to me, let's be friends.
last night something was seriously wrong and i don’t know what. i had like three drinks and then smoked from a bubbler and two blunts, and then two cigarettes. first off i was dumb because if you smoke after you drink.. bad news. but i guess i didn’t notice because i wasn’t drunk at all. but as i was sitting there in the circle something came over me. i was no longer in control. i was doing all the right things, saying normal things, but i didn’t realize i was. it was like i was dreaming and almost watching myself do all these things. its so hard to explain, its just not a good feeling.
however, while on the high i made the realization that i shouldn’t be smoking cigarettes anymore. so i gave away my last pack of camel crushes, while explaining to everyone what they were, surprisingly nobody knew what they were. and i finally knew what it was to have anexity. i finally knew what my friends were going through when they would say they needed to leave or when they couldn’t stop worrying. i feel like last night put a lot of stuff into perspective for me.
